Today is one of the most -cannot find suitable adjective-est days in my life. Ever.
First. Going to school today was an utter waste of time. Subrina wasn't even there, so my many queries for the YOLO poster assignment are still left unanswered. There's more work to do now, thanks for saving me my assignments, friends. I don't think I can complete that Typography assignment by tonight though. Drats.
I had to leave early and meet up with (what I felt like was) my doom, so I ciaoed Colour Studies a bit earlier (and that talk as well, I wonder how it went). Putri was there with me, so I felt better (okay, I admit it).
Now, all I want to say is that never again will I contemplate anything to do with the big 'D', ever. I don't even want to type it out, it's that bad. Okay, back to more pressing matters. When the nurse called me in again, I swear, my mind was practically - blank. For the first time in my life, my nerves got the better of me. What had to be said was said, and I left the room - and greeted Tri with a smile.
It's nothing to laugh at, nothing, at all. Now, to those close to me (about 2 of you?), you'd probably feel better after reading this. And I assure you, I do too. I am going to be fine, cow. Love you to bits.
And now, back to life.
p.s. Time to get a little philosophical now. In this world, there always are people facing far greater difficulties than the ones that we are facing now. Learn to be more accepting of life and embrace what it has offered to us (or not). Because, one way or another, problems are there to make us stronger. Thanks dad for that nihilistically cool (in a way) phrase.There are worse things in life.Like those 'dastardly nasty' assignments. Right?
It is wonderful and intruiging yet so obviously natural why humans (and primates and rats and dogs, thanks for the correction, Maxxie boi) are the only animal species capable of laughter.
Even when there are constant problems occuring all around us - those said or unsaid, unheard of or imagined - laughter always brings us back to harsh reality: we don't actually have to feel this way. That said...
Here are some of the things that brought me back to reality:
Laughing my bootius maximus off during drama, with the assistance of Suma's trademark laughter.
Laughing myself to death for no reason at all with Kai, Haz, Ama, LR, Nice and Min during - well, a lot of times.
Laughing my boxers off at Putri, who thought that a piece of cloth tape she saw on the floor was a lizard.
Laughing at weird sounds made by our clique (and Chevady) during Model Making.
Laughing at coloured thingies put in a glass bowl (Kai, I don't know what to say, *faints*).
The best thing of all, laughing at myself. For inventing the rule that 14 divided by 2 is 7.5.