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Tuesday, September 30

MOG.

Today, Amalina turns eighteen. Lyna, here's to the three years (and more) of friendship, jokes, drama, and minah-fights to come! Happy birthday!

It also is the last day of Ramadan! To all of those who've fasted their butts off during the past 30 days, I clap for you. And for those who didn't, don't you dare take my special wish to heart (peace!).

--wan.

Labels: birthdays

posted at 00:03

Monday, September 29

Zoom zoom zoom.

F1 was awesome. The first night race in the world (shocking huh?) was magnificent. Who knew Marina Bay could look so glam, under all those professional US-ish cameras. It all reminded me of Project Gotham and Need for Speed, those urban city races, *drools*. I hate aunt Rita, she and hubby got to watch everything live, fizzle!

Tri came back from NZ today. Didn't pick her up though, she had someone else pick her (ooooooh). HAHA. She shall die. For not getting me that milk soap. The nerve. (Rolls eyes, flicks hand)

Hahaha. Anyway, come Monday morning, we'll see all those wannabes out there adjusting their car seats to make them lower, and drivers getting into bumps here and there, trying to imitate Raikkonen's moves. One things for sure, it'll make em' feel extra impatient, after watching last weekend's race. Poor normal people.

--wan.

Labels: my world

posted at 00:34

Sunday, September 28

Meow.

Video 1 - What the meows really mean.

Video 2 - Sneaky, ninja kitty.

Feheheh, I love cats, they are so sexy. By the way, SORRY LIRONG.

HAHAHA.

(Once again, pause my song if you can't hear, you donkey kong.)

--wan.

Labels: funny, meow

posted at 16:44

Friday, September 26

Gabon!

The seventeenth (YES, ONE - SEVEN) season of Survivor just premiered today, and boy was it such a nice little dose of reality TV to alleviate my survivor cold turkey.

Here are my first impressions of all of the new survivors this season:

TRIBE - "KOTA" - the cliched win-win team that started of dominant (we all know how long that's gonna last).

ACE: Nigel Barker yo! The rich bald photographer with the accent. Like a smarter, classier and less sexy Dr. Evil. At first, Mr. Baldie was irrititating, prim, and in-your-face. But then I realised he's quite a good leader cos' the rest seem to be following him like good lil dogs. Not bad. It would be interesting to see how long he can stay in the game.

BOB: One of the oldest survivors. The wise yet valuable (unlike someone else) team member. Bob's efficient, despite his age. He's like a more solid and smart Yao Man. He's probably no pushover too, probably one of the bigger threats out there.

CORINNE: Okay. I don't know whats up with that pre-game, self-proclaimed, disclaimer about herself being a BITCH. I had another bitch in mind when I got through the first 30 minutes of the show, but obviously from what I've dug, this one is gonna be the BITCHIEST of all bitches. Now thats pretty bitchy.

MARCUS: The nice guy. The smart guy. The girls (and guy)-fall-head-over-heels-for guy. He's a doctor. He's charming. He's nice. Translation= the biggest man-bitch EVER. He is the guy to beat. If not for (what I predict) jealousy and the usual scheming schemes from the weaker ones, I bet he'll win.

CHARLIE: Todd much? They only share one thing in common. But Charlie is like Todd 2.0. Smarter (academically?), better looking, buggier. Why buggier? Cos he practically CLUNG ONTO Marcus for support during the first 6 days. Todd was smart (or probably made himself look it) enough to win China. I dunno about Charlie. Maybe weve yet to see his true personality. And we probably will soon. He is a shark, though, so probably he's smart enough to lay low, until after the 15th day or so, when the game starts to really get bithcy. Though I never liked Todd that much. Charlie reminds me more of Courtney. I dunno why. We'll see I guess. (AND what's up with the touchy-touchy bromance between him and Marcus? I can imagine all the fangirls gearing up their dirty thoughts for writing yaoi fanfiction. Dr. McDreamy, be damned if you start to give him more of that attention and ONION LAYERS talk thingy!)

JACQUIE: Hmm. Didn't stand out for me that much. I dunno, she seems like the one to use her looks as an advantage. I love that. Though flirts usually end up in 2nd place...

SUGAR: The pin up girl. Nice and sweet and all that. I dunno much about her yet. Probably the type that gets too emotional. Sweet.

PALOMA: My new survivor crush. She kinda has that Vanessa Hudgens vibe going on...until pictures of her cat start showing up all over the internet and youre like, woaaaaah... Still need to know more about her. Kinda boring, but I hope something bitchy comes up so that she can get more airtime.

KELLY: Okay. Kota officially has more of the hot girls. But with hot looks come boring interiors. I practically forgot about her. I wanna know more though. Catfight!!!

TRIBE - "FANG" - yes, the losers, the one with the fat old people, the one that tries hard to get all teamworky and sorts, you know.

GILLIAN: Granny. Nice. Thoughtful. Outspoken. Nice. Thoughtful. More outspoken. Gillian was probably destined by all the african gods out there to be hit with the 'initial wannabe leader' curse. And what's more, shes just like a cheerleader. Those two traits do NOT work well. Of course she irritated the hell out of everyone (with her 'dead weight' and her preppy 'cheers') especially RANDY.

RANDY: HAHAHAHA. The middle aged guy that irritates the hell out of everyone. Remember him? That guy's back, I think, and with a vengeance. Randy was the first in Gabon to get medical attention. Yet he still remains a pain (usually pity for the injured relieves any deep-hearted dislike for a person). Though I admit theres something about him which makes me go 'hmmmm'. Yes. He's smarter than Richie NUDE yet more reserved than Jonathan RAT. Oh yes. Charcoal totally makes him look PUKALI.

CRYSTAL: The Olympic winner thingy. Buff. Strong. Weak ankles? She practically got mudslided during that hill challenge. What an Ashley. Though she seems like a strong-willed character. A less bitchier and much more fit Sherea. WTG. (EDIT: Okay okay. Yes, she is a champion track runner, NOT a champion rock climber).

GC: Anti-leader. Whiner. Thats what I felt he was. I dunno, I have a thing with people who set themselves up for something huge yet let themselves fall at the very moment of truth. I still think he's a nice dude though. But he needs a reality check. Not very promising.

DAN: Ok, another familiar character (Adam from Cook Isles?). Anyway I have a thing with jocks. I end up not liking them that much. But oh well, another lawyer, so probably he's not what I think he is (yea, rite). First to be exiled. Amazingly, what a deep character. Thats unexpected.

MATTY: That guy from Las Vegas... Josh Duhamel? And yeah, I got good vibes from Matty. He could very well be Fang's answer to Marcus. Still waiting to see more from him, though.

SUSIE: The mom. A nicer and more responsible-looking Cirie. Boring. NEXXXXXT.

KEN: The pro gamer guy. NO, he is NOT a new Frosti. Ken is intersesting. Definitely not your typical nerd (in fact, I don't think he is one at all). Had a little hubba-hubba thingy with Michelle going on at first (TAAAT! WRONG MOVE!! FROSTI AND COURTNEY MUCH?) then got broken hearted in the end cos' Michelle just needed to disappear.

MICHELLE: The first bitch in Gabon. She made me mad the most, after Panda. People who irritate me always lose, so I guess thats why she got voted off first. HAHAHA. Suits her I guess. Last to be picked, first to be voted off. Thats what you get if you openly show distaste for your group at the START of the game. Instant chopping block reservation. Hasta la vista.

So basically, thats a rough idea on what I think of this seasons contestants. Now, some other necessary stuff I GOTTA get off my mind...

EPISODE 1 - MOST MEMORABLE MOMENTS:

1) Ace being called baldy by Bob.
2) Michelle vs. Fang.
3) Charlie french hugging Marcus.
4) Ace and co. doing YOGA in their TIGHTIES in the middle of a JUNGLE.
5) Paloma laughing at Ace and co. doing YOGA in their TIGHTIES in the middle of a JUNGLE.
6) Charlie crushing on Marcus in the sampan.
7) Marcus talking about ONIONS.
8) Ken's crush on Michelle.
9) Michelle eating a queen termite.
10) Ken letting his infatuation for Michelle get the better of him.
11) Randy making himself look like a panda in a hat for challenge 2. A FREAKING PANDA.
12) Dan wearing a suit AND tie during tribal council.
13) Michelle vs. Gillian.
14) Michelle vs. the world.
15) Michelle vs. fat people
16) Michelle's scathing after-show remarks.

In the end, the two dead weights got voted off. I was happy that Michelle got piaked. Gillian was getting irritating, so I guess she naturally had to go.

As a quote from a familiar survivor contestant that knows all of this too well, DAMN! (Chicken, China).

I can't wait to see this season progress. GABON ROCKS!

--wan.

Labels: perceptions, television

posted at 23:38

Thursday, September 25

Pins, needles & blades.

Gosh, my list of things that I dislike seem to be steadily getting longer. I wonder why.

--wan.

Labels: why

posted at 22:02

Pins & needles.

I am tired. Met drama people today to get materials from Art Friend Taka. Then met up with more of them at school to make 5 bushes. Ciaoed with Vicki (but her mapillai wasn't there though) on 72.

Shasha (whom I had tutored rather intensively yesterday for 4 hours, the total of two day's worth of lessons) passed her English test, got the highest in fact. That's my girl.

Having auditions for Halloween Nite tomorrow at noon. Can't wait for princess fart to come back this Sunday.

Hope she got that milk soap I wanted.

--wan.

Labels: drama, my world

posted at 21:47

Tuesday, September 23

Boom dee ah dah.

It's stuck in my head. I hum the tune whilst pooping for mercys' sake.

(Pause my song if you can't hear you donkey.)

--wan.

Labels: funny, interesting, the world we live in

posted at 23:49

Sunday, September 21

Tokens.

So cherished in my heart, they deserve to be in black and white.

--wan.

Labels: gratification

posted at 23:33

Friday, September 19

Geli hati! Warota!

Okay, some funny guy decided to get creative while translating Japanese into Bahasa and the results were INSANE!

I almost pooped in my pants laughing while reading this! Ina, lawak kan!!!!?

(Sorry for those of you who can't understand! Just laugh like you think you do!)

'AYAT BARU JEPUN'

Kalau ada yang sedang boring-boring tu tak tau nak buat apa, dalam kepala otak asyik fikir politik, reformasi dan lapar dahaga sahaja, apa kata kita berhibur sikit dengan lawak nama jepun ni.

01. Yang pemarah - KEIJI CACIMAKI
02. Yang suka berjimat - SAYORI
03. Yang suka layan blues - APO NADIKATO
04. Yang suka belajar - ASHIKO ULANGKAJI
05. Yang kerap bikin kacau - WAKASI HURUHARASUKAMURA
06. Yang bisu - KIETA TADASORA
07. Yang suka makan nasi - NANACHI KASIBANYA
08. Yang sangat kedekut - MATIMATI TAMOKASI
09. Yang suka sangat tidur - ICHIBAN TIDOMATI
10. Yang suka mengintai - HINTAI AKOSUKA
11. Yang tua - TARAGIGI PADAMOKA
12. Yang kena tinggal bini - SUSAHATI BINILARI
13. Yang suka merempit - SAJA CARIMATI
14. Yang lembab - AYUMI SIPUTBABI

I died. Oh god save the queen...

--wan

Labels: funny

posted at 22:11

Closer.

You got much closer than I thought you did...

Im in your reach...

You held me in your hands...

--wan.

Labels: revelations

posted at 10:56

Thursday, September 18

Arp Arp.

Today, Eunice turns eighteen. Happy birthday Miss Pluto Universe! You shall receive whatever you wish for today when the clock strikes 12. Thats because I have the magical powers to grant you such a wish. Happy birthday!

On another note, I am terribly sorry to have not been able to attend drama meeting today. I feel so guilty for all the little ones at MINDS (somehow) as well as my other drama mates.

Thing was, after today's session, I had to look after Shasha and little Daniel (alone at their home) while the maid brought Nyai to the dentist. My uncle's bringing us food for dinner later. So I do apologize again.

--wan.

Labels: birthdays, my world

posted at 18:30

Wednesday, September 17

Laying low.

I get so restless at home alone these days. My in-built body alarm clock is working normally again so I can no longer function as a nocturnal being. Its definitely an improvement from last year's bout of narcolepsy (bout is an understatement) I faced.

I was wondering whether I should continue tutoring Shasha full-time again, but I'm afraid that I probably can't commit to that kind of responsibility anymore (what with the upcoming drama events, and yes, let's all admit it, the new term is just around the corner). Again, Rafa's words of (unlikely) wisdom keep ringing in my head (LAY LOW, CHILLAX!). Tri is having a blast in New Zealand. If you're reading this, get me some good sheep milk soap (I saw it on TV).

Meeting for drama tomorrow, and probably in the morning I wanna go shopping for new tees' before tuition starts.

p.s. I am finishing chapters 1 & 2 of 'Nexus' and 'Rain', so expect new uploads, as early as this Saturday; the number of hits I got for 'Nexus' is unbelievable considering it's just the prologue. Pressure much?

--wan.

Labels: my world

posted at 20:51

Tuesday, September 16

OMFGBBQ!

VISUAL COMMERS'!!! ATTENTION PLEASE!

RESULTS ARE OUT!

THAT'S RIGHT! GO CHECK YOUR STUDENT PAGE NOW!

And I passed! No fails! But still an overall B is still NOT good at all. Gonna work harder next semester!!!

--wan.

Labels: alerts

posted at 02:29

Monday, September 15

WARNING: EXPLICIT CAMWHORING!

Okay. Call me a poseur. Call me a freak. Call me a bad drawer. But I HAVE to get these pictures out of my mind.

DO NOT SCROLL DOWN IF YOU ARE ALLERGIC TO THE SIGHT OF CAMERA-WHORES.

3 GUYS AND A GIRL.

TERMINAL 4 RUNWAY.

AVOGADRO CONSTANT GUYS.

BOLLYWOOD'S LATEST FEATURE FILM:

"LOVE TRIANGLE"

The story of a broken hearted Bebito and her sepet boyfriend who ran away with the jealous Chinese plutonian, Gong Gong Li.

ON PIRATED DVD AND VASANTHAM CENTRAL NEVER.

BABE 4: RETURN OF THE CHAUVINIST PIGS.

THAI PORN STAR PORNSAKO.
5000 BAHT PER NIGHT.
SCROLL DOWN FOR DETAILS.

MOG MOG, ETERNAL ILLUSIONS!

BANG BANG CHITTY CHITTY.

HELLBOY AND HELLGIRL (KUSUMAKH!).

JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG 2: HANTU PUNDEK.

THE OFFICE THE MOVIE: CORPORATE BULLCRAP.

HELP ME CARE FOR MY PINK SON WHO HAS 'GILA BABI' SYNDROME.

PLEASE.

IF YOU LOOK CLOSELY AT THE WINDOW YOU'LL SEE A FIGURE.

SHOOT THOSE LITTLE RASCALS.

FROM THE CREATORS OF GABRAH AND JAKON.

NIP NIP TUCK TUCK 2: REVENGE OF THE BROWS.

OMG, IS THAT EDWARD SCISSOR-MAN?!?

You don't wanna piss me off when im like this, LOL.

OLIVE OYL BECOMES POPEYE!

AND FINALLY...

PORNSAKO IS WAITING FOR YOU.

BUT...

TO TELL YA THE TRUTH, HE IS ACTUALLY A SHE...

TRANNY ALERT!!! WHATS UP WITH DAIT??

(SHUT UP TRI...)

(Disclaimer: The intentions of these poorly illustrated visuals are for the sole purpose of generating weak giggles. Please do not be offended if you are portrayed as such. THANK YOU!)

Okay okay...i'm done.

--wan.

Labels: done out of boredom, funny, odd, random

posted at 23:33

Writing again.

Now with the holidays and my new found status of not-having-to-do-anything-resourceful-in-particular in check, I have decided to write more fiction again.

Please no more crazy fangirls asking me to write about slash yaoi or yuri fanfics or something, this time I've started on something decent- two recently penned fiction stories of my own, inspired by my current and previous lives.

The first one is a fantasy story. I've barely finished the entire of chapter 1 so do see subsequent chapters added the following weeks to come.

The next one is a (give it up for the awws and oohs!) love story, typical, but ahem ahem. No, theres no LEMON or should I say adult stuff in this one, but, hmm, who knows, it depends on the readers.

I am terribly upset that an entire library of all my previous works is stuck in my now dead desktop computer, my writers' nirvana of essays, (graphic) poetry and fanfiction. I'll try to bring my CPU down for repairs and hope I can recover the files so that I can upload them ASAP.

Here are the prologues of the two stories:

The Nexus Files - fiction, fantasy, humor.

Beautiful Rain - fiction, romance, angst.

(Click on my pen name below and see my author's page, a short description of all my stories, and more to come)

(Note: I am using an alias to author my stories now, for usual internet safety. Thus, as an author you know me as H. Winata.)

Happy reading!

--wan.

Labels: my fiction

posted at 14:57

No title.

This song always makes me feel like crying crying crying my bleeding eyes out in one corner banging banging banging my fists on the wall until they get bloody and my skin peels off while screaming screaming screaming out their names so loud that my throat goes sore and I vomit blood and just die die die while thinking of them.

--wan.

Labels: revelations

posted at 11:11

Saturday, September 13

< Eighteen years ago >

I was nobody. But now...

Now i'm somebody.

Somebody entirely grateful for the eyes and hearts looking out for him.

Thank you for all the wishes, gifts, and e-gift cards. Puteri, Rafael, Mikhail, Arfin, Dad, Amalina, Kai Min, Lirong, Hazwani, July, Farah, Diyanah, Vicki, Sheila, Hanisah, Suma, Sobo, Grandpa, Aunts' too many, Uncles' too many, Man, Denni, Adam, Shasha, Iman, Nyai, Melanie, Sabrina, Mom & more...

Your wishes will all be kept in my phone, mail inbox, msn conversation history folder - and in my heart.

Thank you.

--wan☺

Labels: birthdays, gratification

posted at 14:08

Friday, September 12

< Rendezvous >

So yesterday we all (Haz, LR, Ama, Min, Me) went out for dinner together at Marina. Great to see my friends faces again, they all looked happy after weeks without she-who-must-not-be-named. Had dinner 'with a view', not to mention that the infectious background music was SO cool. After that met up with Dass's clique and chilled; Dorin's friend had this cute black puppy that was EATABLE. Then Natasha and Sonia and who else came later; both of them lost weight; boy, I guess without the presence of she-who-must-not-be-named, good things occur. Some of the snapshots I took.

^^dining with a view.^^

^^not what we ate, it's fake.^^

^^drama mamas being drama mamas.^^

^^another dimension.^^

^^and another.^^

^^the iconic ritz-carlton.^^

Also window-shopped quite a bit. Wanna go again and get something nice from one of the cool shops. And that ice-skating outing is still under wraps. Oh yes those movie tickets aren't gonna watch themselves.

--wan.

Labels: friends, my world

posted at 12:33

Wednesday, September 10

< Yummy-licious >

Today, Apple just updated their iPod collection, and what stood out for me the most were the new nanos. I mean, look at them... *drools*

I was thinking of getting myself a red one (yes, find more ways to blow money!) and probably a lime green for Man (who is turning 19 next week). I'll see what he gives me first though *evil cheap person laughter* before getting it.

--wan.

Labels: new products

posted at 15:47

Monday, September 8

< For that somebody >

I loved you. I hated you. I wanted to eat your guts. You wanted to eat mine. But it's been years. Let's just respect retrospect and listen to this song. Played now, just for you. ☺

--wan.

Labels: nostalgic

posted at 00:24

Saturday, September 6

< Dead poetic >

Ohayou people (that means good morning, smell my breath in japanese). I couln't sleep after having my pre-dawn meal (I had microwave pizza, too lazy to cook) so I rummaged through some of my old stuff, and found lots of memories...And my old primary school 'diary', with lots of 'really nice' poems in them written by my dear pre-pubescent friends. Now heres a question.

How long has it been since youve heard one of these?:

Me no money me no care,
Me go marry a millionaire,
If he dies, me no cry,
Me go marry a handsome guy

Yes, I guess girls were shallow and greedy back in grade school as well.

1,2,3,
3,2,1,
Hope you go to EM1

Wow, how creative, they rhymed 1 with 1...

Birds fly high,
Hard to catch
Friends like you,
Hard to forget

This one deserves the 'Most Cliche Poem You Have Ever Laid Your Eyes On' Award.
Then there are some smarties out there who wanna' act smarty:

Birds fly high,
Hard to catch
Don't be silly,
Use a net

Yes, how silly.

Wish you good,
Wish you luck,
Wish you born a baby duck

Now THATS real motivation.

Here here, Pearly from Sec 1 wrote this:

Bells are ringing,
Birds are chirping
I am waiting,
For your wedding

If you are ever reading this Pearly, I hope you've prepared for a very long wait...
And last but not least, my all time favourite:

Satu titik,
Dua comma,
Hazwan cantik,
Siapa punya?

Its a nice fact to add that the girl who wrote this dumped me weeks after writing this.

There are many more 'poems' but I simply can't muster up enough effort to type em' up here.
God save the queen. Have you heard of any interesting ones recently?

--wan.

Labels: done out of boredom, nostalgic, random

posted at 07:03

Friday, September 5

< So long >

Yawns i'm dead tired. Just watched The Happening by M. Knight SHYmalan (shut up estupido). Urm, well, yeah, that guy with one good movie and like 5 crappy ones. God, can't believe he's gonna' be directing the Avatar trilogy.

Anyways I am alone at home once more, mom is staying with gramps for awhile. Dad's going off somewhere, I forgot to ask him where exactly. Tri is going backpacking in New Zealand, how awsome is that? Somewhat unwise being the fasting month and all but, heck, i'd go if given the opportunity. Oh yah Eunice is going to Australia too, hope she brings me back a hot aussie beach bum chick for my birthday present.

I wish you all safe trips, and yes of course buy me lots of souvenirs. I hope I can eat octopus balls in the near future.

--wan.

Labels: my world, random

posted at 22:45

Wednesday, September 3

< Rainy day reminiscence >

We, (part of) the drama club of Stage Arts.

Drip drop.

--wan.

Labels: drama, nostalgic, rain

posted at 22:29

Tuesday, September 2

< Fast >

I can't believe one whole year has passed since..last year (yes, it's true). Fasting is fun, cool but of course, beneficial in many ways. I like staying at home alone not being able to eat anything. These past few days i've been doing stuff I couldn't have done while not fasting (due to my insatiable desire to munch and chew every few seconds).

I've been practicing on the keyboard more, and I think i've nailed Satie's Gymnopedie. And i've been creating lots and lots of new melodies that would be great for sad plays and funerals. So anyone, um, directing sad plays or have people dying can contact me.

I should be using this time to expand my creative juices like what Ama and Lirong did with Photoshop and painting her bird respectively. But I just feel so lazy. By the way, WHEN ARE WE GOING ICE SKATING?!? I wanna' show off my spin to everyone.

Anyways, tomorrow I gotta' meet July and get her specs collected. Hope they give us a really nice case.. And the cousins are having their get together at gramps place in the afternoon too. Probably cooking stuff. Haha.

Ok, I wanna' catch up on my anime now (I've been watching old episodes of long time favs' GTO, Magic Knight Rayearth and Cardcaptor Sakura (SHUT UP)).

And I am feeling alright for those who care, just a bit nostalgic. Daijobu!

--wan.

Labels: my world, random

posted at 21:56

Monday, September 1

<< Remy >>

I miss you like the sun misses the sky at dusk. What I would give just to see you again, just for you to say "bro, everything is going to be okay." You are the only person in the world who saw what happened in my head, and lived to tell the tale. You were the brother I had wanted, so badly, for so long. Septembers' have never been the same. Without you.

--wan..

Labels: pain

posted at 00:44

<< Frenemies >>

People, don't think that I am blissfully unaware of any hate towards me. I always know. I keep my frenemies very close to heart.

--wan.

Labels: revelations

posted at 00:18